My mother called me. We talked many things. Just hearing her voice make me miss her terribly. I think I live here a bit longer than I expected. To think about it, I once dreamed I'll finish college as soon as possible. I, however, felt a need to rebel. I don't know. I just felt like to do it.
I always listen what they're saying, but somehow I missed something. What I want to do in my life. This life won't repeat. I must do what I want. In the other hand, I'm scared I disappoint my parents.
Anyway....!!! She told me that many of neighborhood asked her to teach their children. Open a tutorial for them and share what her children get in school. Hmm... I suddenly remember on of my dreams. Should I realize it? I mean, for mother, for them as well.
It's true that most of the children in my neighborhood do not get many experience in school. I mean, they're mostly stop visiting school in junior or high school. Which is they want to work as soon as possible. My friends too, they got to work after graduate from high school. It's not that I despise their decision. I know their condition as well. Which is it not let them to continue to go to college.
Well, I think I have to think about my mother (secret) request. For me, I think it's a good opportunity for me, since I'm not familiar with them. Heol!! Where I live since forever?!!
For now, I think I get a light. Something I want to do after graduate. I hope it'll work.
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